FERARD

Gerard:

i walked outside a cafe, cassually looking through the window. where could he be?? i hadnt seen frank since yesterday. he said he'd be here!

Frank:
Oh man...i'm not sure about this. Oh whatever. I knew i was late. I knew he'd be wondering where i was...I turned the corner to see him looking rather flustered. I loved when he got like that. I smiled weakly when he noticed me.I could feel my cheeks blushing red.

Gerard:
"uh,hey" i said why was i always at a loss of words when he was around??  " your late" i said smiling at him. " i know...." he said back...i could see him starting to blush..it was kinda cute

Frank:
"Uh..." He knew i was blushing. I could tell by his smile. I loved his smile so much. "Wanna then get coffee?" Oh great...stuttering. He laughed, "Don't worry Frankie. I know what you meant."

Gerard:
i walked into the cafe, i couldnt wipe the smile off my face, just being with frank made me exited..and he knew it. he was so cute when he stuttered...

frank:
I sat down quickly and quietly hoping he wouldn't notice how quiet i was. I was never this quiet when he guys were around either so he knew. I went to move and i felt my leg brush against his under the table. "sorry sorry..." I exclaimed tightly tucking my legs backwards...oh god.

Gerard:
i laughed and inside i kinda wished he hadnt moved his leg, i was blushing now too." frank, its fine." i said, trying to sound calming..but my voice was shaking too...why were we being so awkward around eachother?

Frank:
Okay...we're only out for coffee what's my problem. Oh no...It's not possible...No. I refuse. "I'm getting rid of that fucking pansy guitar." OH SHIT...did i just say that out loud....

Gee:
i was shocked and i could tell i was giving frankie a really weird look..." and whys that??" i asked..being not so calm. pansy was his favourite guitar!

Frank:
"Uh...I'm uh...I was thinking out loud..." That's a valid enough reason right...He'll drop it... "It's uh...been annoying me..."

Gee:
" but why??" i asked, wanting to know the whole story behind this..just to hear his voice was making my tummy feel like a million balloons had just been let go all at once.

Frank:
Is he playing stupid? I looked up wearily at his face and he was being deadly serious. "Uh well...pansy isn't very appropriate and neither is this t-shirt" I scoffed stupidly, trying to act serious. Staring at my 'Homophobia is Gay' tshirt

Gerard:
i smiled at this, " we wouldnt want any misconceptions would we?" i said with a smirk.

Frank:
"What?!" I choked on the first sip of coffee i had just taken and splattered a little over the table. I wiped it up, flustered clearing my throat. "Sorry...what was that?"

Gee:
" it was..nothing.." i said, still smirking. " just that, well we wouldnt want anyone mistaking you for gay.." he looked up at me when i said this.

Frank:
"What? You think people think i'm gay? I'm not gay! I'm not! I'm not gay...oh my god..I'm no gay...you know that right? Right?!" I was having palpitations. this isn't helping my case.

Gerard:
i looked down at my own cup of cofee, and listened to frankie go on about how he was totally and completely not gay. " noone thinks your gay frankie.." i said..but i knew he could sence the sarcasm in my voice'

frank:
My mouth gaped open as i practically tore my top from my chest and over my head. Putting it back on inside out. "you think i'm gay?!" I exclaimed leaning forward across the table in an attempt to keep it to a faint whisper.

Gerard:
" not think , hope." i said, this was not a good time to plead my case..since he was practically stiping off in the middle of a cafe, to prove he wasnt gay.

frank:
I scowled at him and his sarcastic ways. "Well y'know what?" I smirked sitting back in my chair taking a huge gulk of my coffee.

Gerard:
" what?? " i said egging him on. i wanted to see how this situation panned itself out.

frank:
"I think you're a gay in denial. And the reason you were so flustered when i got here...was because you," I paused proding his chest, "Want to fuck me." I stated simply sitting back again in achievement. I was taking any of his crap. If he gives it out, he can take it.

Gerard:
i felt my face drop.god. was this a good time to admit that could possibly be true.." oh that is soo not true." i said trying to wipe my stupid grin off my face.

frank:
"urgh" I scoffed at him crossing my arms across my chest looking back at him drinking his coffe and his smirking. Then it hit me. "Oh. My. God." I scrunched my nose up a little, in slight happiness but pretending to be disgusted, "You do..."

Gerard:
"not true!" i said drinking my coffee to hide my delight at him finally guessing that it was true.

frank:
"give me that!" I yelled grabbing at his coffee cup, prying it from his fingers, "Stop hiding in that damn cup. Do you or don't you?"

Gerard:
i was surprised." like u said, your not gay." i was going to mask this until he admitted it first.

frank:
I was taken aback by what he said. "What's with the cryptic? We're talking about whether you want to fuck me whether i'm gay or not. Answer the question and stop trying to dodge it Mr!" I was getting serious and i tried to add humour with the Mr...I don't think it worked

Gerard:
i looked down." maybe i do." i said grabbing my coffee cup again. this was going to be interesting.

frank:
"Uh...You...uh...you um what...?" I was stuttering again trying to process what he'd said. Everything was blank. What am i supposed say to that.

Gerard:
haha i was watching him, completely taken aback by what i had said.it was funny. " maybe i do." i said lifting my head up to look straight at him.

frank:
"Oh." Oh man he's looking at me. Shit. think of something. "I've gotta go to the bat hroom." I smiled sheeppishly and ran from my seat. Holy shit...

Gerard:
i watched him go away. he would be back again soon. everyone was looking at me. but i really didnt care, the truth had completely  baffled him.

frank:
Oh god...I can't stay in here forever...But shit...okay...basically Gerard has just told me he is effectively gay. Okay breathe...right...I straightened myself up, the water i had splashed on my face still dripping off my nose. I wiped it away and calmly walked back to my seat, smiling as i sat down.

Gerard:
"welcome back pansy" i said purely to get a reaction out of him

frank:
"Don't call me that! I'm not gay okay?! I'mnot i'mnot i'mnot! I'm getting rid of that stupid guitar" I shrieked exasperated reaching, no scrambling into my pockets for my cigerettes. i  needed something to calm my nerves. Coffee wasn't helping.

Gerard:
i laughed getting my lighter out. " need a light. and you really need to get that shirt back the right way. you look like a noob.." i said to him handing him my lighter.

frank:
I grabbed the lighter from him annoyingly. "Better than looking like...like...you!" for the love of god...that was the best comeback?! urgh...

Gerard:
" whats wrong with looking like me??" i asked him ruffling my hair, i was slightly affended..but to be honest, it was a horrible comeback..

frank:
"Uh..." Oh god...think of something to slag him with. I was staring at him now and i couldn't find anything to say...there was nothing wrong with the way he looked. "Your hair. It's black." I stated simply shrugging myshoulder...oh crap. My hair is black...dammit

Gerard:
" your hair is black too frankie" i said starting to grin again.

frank:
"Well...mines...mines...shut up Gerard." I growled taking a long drag from my cigerette jumping at the feeling of Gerard's foot at my legs which i had forgot to retract.

Gerard:
" i didnt think being honest would get you this uptight, i mean maybe YOUR the one hiding the fact yout gay." i said, THAT was a good comeback. i grinned.

frank:
"WHAT?!" I screamed at the top of my lungs accidently kicking my leg forward which crashed straight into Gerard's shin. "Oh i'm sorry! Sorry!" I reached forward as he whinced in pain, "Are you okay? I didn't mean to! God are you okay? I hope i didn't hurt you!".....I jolted upright a few moments later. Fuck. Okay. Now i'm screwed.

Gerard:
" im fine." i said smiling up at him. oh he was sooo screwed now. i laughed a bit at his expression." you didnt hurt me.."

frank:
"I knew that...." I looked away, biting at my bottom lip trying to hide the fact i had just burned myself with my cigerette.

Gerard:
" aww look at that frankie, you burnt your lip. here let me kiss it better." i said leaning in to kiss him. his reaction could go two ways.

frank:
Oh shit...okay...uh...Oh whatever. I leaned in towards him and pressed my lips softly to his. I tiled my head a little and waited for him to take it further. I wasn't gonna be the one to do it.

Gerard:
i pulled away. crap. what to do now?? i handt planned this far ahead. and now we had just kissed in a cafe, that was thankfully almost fully empty.

frank:
Oh no...NO....NOOOOO...Crap. Offence is the best defence "Why did you do that?! We're in the middle of a cafe!" I laughed nervously wiping at my lips dartin my eyes around the room.

Gerard:
i grabbed his hand. " ok then lets go." i said walking out of the cafe and to the street. if he didnt want to go, he definately wasnt saying anything.

frank:
He. Just. Took. My. Hand. Oh god...where are we going...I couldn't even find the power to speak. I wasnt sure if i wanted to speak either...cause i knew if i did. The rational side of me would kick in...and to be honest...I don't want it to.

Gerard:
we got back to the tour van. nobody was there either. i pushed inside and just. sat down. where should i go from here?

frank:
Okay. Tour bus. Normality. Maybe he's just joking. Okay...I'm gonna take this into my own hands. He's just sitting there. "I'm going for a shower." Was the last thing i said before walking out the room, pulling my top off and leaving it on the sofa.

Gerard:
i watched him walking towards the shower and got up. i was going to take this a little further.

frank:
Okay...just pretend like he doesn't exist. Walk into the bat hroom and just act as you normally would. I walked into the bat hroom and ruffled my hands through my hair taking deep breaths. I pulled down my pants slowly. "Gerard!" I called not realising he was closer than i thought, "no peaking!"

Gerard:
i smirked at franks comment. and he shut the door. dammit. i cursed under my breath. would i just have to wait till he got out?

frank:
okay...safety...Right....take it a little step further. Don't lock the door. I quickly turned on the shower and waited a few seconds for it to heat up before i pulled off my boxers and jumped in. Okay...It's totally up to him...

Gerard:
i slumped against the wall and waited for the click of the door locking. but there was no click. i just heard the shower turn on. i stopped leaning on the door and reached for the handle, but pulled my hand back. should i?

frank:
oh for the love of god...i bet he's standing outside that damn door contemplating whether to come in or not. He started this...Okay...I'm gonna have to coax him in. "Gerard...i don't have a towel! Get me one!"

Gerard:
i jumped at franks voice and got him a towel from the linen cupboard. oh wait. the main door! i made sure the main door to the tour bus was locked before i walked into the bathroom.

frank:
Oh god...He's in. Okay now what...dammit...just pretend you don't notice him. I started humming to myself one of our songs loudly.

Gerard:
i heard him, he was completely acting like i wasnt in the room..i was just behind the shower curtain...dammit, why couldnt i just pull it away?

frank:
I couldn't hear him. Maybe he didn't come in. "Hey GEE!! Did you get me-shit!" I had opened the shower curtain and completely scared myself shitless to see Gerard just standing there.

Gerard:
he pulled the shower curtain away..and i decided now was the right time. i leaned in again kissed him, my clothes and face were getting saturated, the water was still running.

frank:
Oh...now he kisses me. When i'm completely starkers and he's fully clothed. Jeeso....This time i wasn't waiting for him to pull away like last time and slipped my toongue between his lips, grabbing his shirt an pulling him into the shower.

Gerard:
i was completely in the shower now, and my clothes were soaking..now what?? i felt franks tongue in my mouth and i kissed back..

frank:
Finally we're getting somewhere. He's a fucking amazing kisser. I wasn't holding backanymore. I don't think i have the will power even if i wanted to. I forced him up against the white tiles, tugging at the hem of his shirt.

Gerard:
i took my shirt off, i was stuck between frank and the white tiles of the shower.i could feel the smoothness of his back, and i ran my hands down his spine

frank:
Oh man...i felt a shudder go through me at his touch down my back. We continued to kiss like this for a few minutes till i laughed, "Gee...you're still wearing your pants."

Gerard:
" oh right" i said sliding them off down my hips, i was in my boxers now..and i felt a small shiver go down my back. frank leaned in again.

frank:
I sucked lightly on his bottom lip pressing forcefully against him. He shifted the kiss to my neck when he kissed lightly.

Gerard:
i had a thumb in my boxers, and i slowly slid them off too.. now we were both pretty much but naked in the shower..kissing..wow. he was such a good kisser.

frank:
oh man...okay now what...I can tell he's turned on. I can feel it...i could touch it if i wanted to. but i got us this far he can do the rest.

Gerard:
i didnt really know where to go from here. so i kissed harder. still feeling the curve of his hip bones and his back.

frank:
fuck...those kisses are pretty good but i'm not stupid. he's such an idiot... I reached up at his hand, lacing my fingers through mine before tracing it sensitively down my chest to my lower abdomen and breaking the kiss looking up him. "Well?"

Gerard:
he was so smooth, i knew where to go from here. i kissed him again, keeping my hand down there.

frank:
my insides tingled as gerard finally, yet annoyingly slowly began jerking me off.I continued to kiss him and struggled to keep my balance in the shower as i lifted a hand from the wall and began doing the same to him.

Gerard:
it felt so good finally getting to be with frank, i could tell he was loosing his balance, and with my free hand i helped him catch it again. this was just how id imagined it would be.

frank:
Oh man...this is...amazing. i never imagined it'd be -this- good. He's better than i thought. Note to self...don't ever tell him that

Gerard:
i let out a small moan. as frank and me continued. but..then there was a knock at the shower door. oh fuck.." WHOS IN THERE?? I NEEDA PEE!!" i heard mikey said, i immediately pulled away from frank, " what do we do??" i asked frank who was still kissing my neck.

frank:
"He's * kiss * your * kiss * brother * kiss* not * kiss * mine..." I laughed inwardly between longing kisses on his neck, "You decide."

Gerard:
i couldnt choose, i wanted frank to keep going. but mikey was knocking on the door. i decided to answer and pretend only one of us was in the shower. " uh its just me mikey, noone else. the doors locked. i wont be able to open it. ill be out soon. go pee on some bush!" i said trailing my hand back down to franks lower region..

Frank:
Finally some form of answer. At least i know he wants to be here. "Gerard..." I  moaned his name quietly into his ear, whispering as he touched me. He shivered at the feeling of my hot  breath in his ear, tracing my tongue down to bit on his neck.

Gerard:
" GEE!! im not peeing on some bush..theres fangirls..im gunna pick the lock!!" he yelled to me.. i wasnt stopping with frank though, mikey had a slim chance of getting the lock unpicked. and he wouldnt look behind the shower curtain anyway.
i heard the door handle being shaken...oh shit he was really unpicking the lock...what was i going to do??

Frank:
Oh fuck it. "Mikey! Don't come in here! Me and Gerard are trying to-" Gerard slapped his hand across my mouth in shock gesturing for me to shut up.

Gerard:
the shaking off the door handle stopped, i could just imagine mikey stepping back in shock. " do you WANT to get us caught??" i asked frank in a whisper. not taking my hand away from his mouth.

Frank:
I shrugged my shoulders laughing, repeating what i'd previously said "He's not my brother...I don't care" I smiled innocentled as Gerard slowly removed his hand from my mouth

Gerard:
i was seriously still in shock..what if mikey told MOM. oh shit. " well, think of all the fangirls!! they wouldnt leave us alone" i hissed at him.

Frank:
I raised a questioning eyebrow, "fangirls? you're scared about your mom you girl. she knows your gay. You never stopped wearing her make-up and clothes as a kid...i THINk she might have noticed..." I laughed kissing him quickly on the lips, "But i like it that way"

Gerard:
aw hell. he was RIGHT. i let him kiss me again. mikey had been silent for a while.." uh..gee, please tell me frank's just getting his eyeliner.." i laughed a bit as frank kissed my neck. " oh...sure mikey.." i said sarcastically, if frank was gunna have fun with this. so was i.

Frank:
"Yeah...eyeliner..." I mumbled between a kiss i spread across Gee's chest. I smiled devilishly before prying gerard's hand from my throbbing dick and trailed kisses down to his lower abdomen. I crouched down before looking up, " Mikey don't come in here." I laughed as i began to stroke him gently.

Gerard:
oh my god..frank was on his knees. and mikey was just outside the door. i didnt care..i let frank continue. " yeah mikey.i wouldnt come in if i were you.." i said laughing.

Frank:
I tried hard to contain a laughter as i took Gerard's tip in my mouth and heard a squeal from Mikey "GERARD!! WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!!?!"

Gerard:
" nothing!!" i said laughing. i felt franks tongue on my tip...i think we were completely freaking mikey out. but i didnt care.

Frank:
i took gerard in my mouth competely in and out, erupting smalls moans from him which Mikey surely heard. "Gerard...please dear god tell me that isn't you!" Mikey began shoogling the door handle again. Great.

Gerard:
" no.*moan* its not * moan* me" i said to the completely freaked out mikey, who now had almost entirely got the door open.

Frank:
Okay Gerard doesn't care. I began moaning into him, creating intense vibrations along him and when i felt him tense up i raised back up to his level biting my lips, "touch me..." I growled before biting down on his neck again.

Gerard:
i trailed my hand back down to frankies dick..i didnt want this to end. but mikey burst in through the door. i didnt move..

Frank:
"keep going..." I mumbled into Gerard ear before screaming at the top of my lugns, "Mikey! What the fuck man?! GET OUT!" I practically moaned as i heard him shufle about

Gerard:
" oh my god!!" mikey screamed back at frank, his voice was shrill and high pitched. i made a small laugh and continued with frank.

Frank:
"Well...oh shit...fuck...do that again..." I moaned loudly at what Gerard just did, "What did you say?!" Mikey screamed pulling back the shower curtain.

Gerard:
i was like a deer caught in headlights, " MIKEY! YOU BETTER GET A LONG HEADSTART! IM GOING TO KILL YOU!" i said yelling at him, and not moving away from frank. he was in awe. and ran out of that bathroom before you could say go.

Frank:
Mikey is such a dipstick..."Idiot...Has he totally ruined the moment?" I asked sadly kissing Gee softly on the lips a little peck.

Gerard:
" nup." i said laughing a bit" we just need to find another place. i trailed my hand around his hipbones before grabbing me and him a towel.

I giggled childishly grabbing the towel and drying my hair quickly. "And where is this place? cause i cant fucking walk about with this thing! I laughed pointing down at my hard on.

GERARD:
" i dunno. " i said with a smirk. i walked to the tourvan door. and made sure this time it was bolted tightly. " where do you wanna go now??" i asked him.

Frank:
"Uh..." I clamped my eyes shut in an attempt to think of a place to go. "I have no idea Gerard...you think of one quickly...before i go insane..."

Gerard:
" right here" i said pushing him onto the couch. i knew we didnt have alot of time. mikey would figure out that i wasnt chasing him, and come back.
"In the complete open?" I laughed as Gerard forced me onto the couch, straddling my thighs. We were still both competely naked and i shuddered "I've got goose-pimples!" I whined rubbing at my arms

Gerard:
" youlle be warm again soon.." i said leaning in to kiss him. i was freezing too. i had a chill go up my spine.

FRANK:
He leaned in kissing me deeply massaging my thigh lightly almost instantly begginning to jerk me off and i couldn't help but buck my hips forward. This was driving me nuts

Gerard:
" do you wanna stay here??" i asked him not knowing if he really wanted to..but i couldnt think of anywhere else to go.

Frank:
I knew he could tell i was holding back a little. We were right in the the fucking open of our bus for the guys to see if they walked in. "I just don't want the guys walking in on us again...that's all..."

Gerard:
" the bunks??" i asked thinking that there would be enough room for 2 in my bunk.

Frank:
Bingo. "Why did we not think of our beds first? Isn't that where normal people have sex!" I laughed loudly shoving him off me and running towards the room. I jumped up onto his bed, messing up his covers which he -hated- and i laughed a little

Gerard:
i jumped up and layed next to frankie. i groaned when i noticed he messed my covers up. oh well. we were there for sex! not for being a neat-freak.

Frank:
I couldn't help but smile. He wasn't gonna say anything about the covers. I kissed him lovingly and sweetly wiping the bangs from his face. "I really do like you y'know." Oh god...soppyness. Well done frankie

Gerard:
" i like you too " i said smiling and kissing him again. wow. this was what i had told myself i wouldnt say!

Frank:
My insides futtered at hearing those words and i ran my hands up the spine of his back tickling him with the tips of my fingers. He arched his back at the touch and i moved my kisses to his neck.

Gerard:
i let frank kiss my neck..i wasnt entirely sure where to go from here..i figured i would let him figure it out.

Frank:
i continued to kiss him knowing that Gerrd was slightly...timid. It made me laugh...I gripped his shoulders tightlyturning him over so i was on top. I preferred it that way and i quickly tugged the sheet over us "It's cold..."

Gerard:
i let frank be on top. i knew he was laughing at me..i shouldnt have been so...shy..but i was...and i was still paranoid mikey might be in..but i let frank lead the way.

Frank:
"Gerard * kiss * stop being * kiss* so shy..." I muttered kissing down his torso to the fine hairs of his lower abdomen. Glancing up at him briefly.

Gerard:
i relaxed a bit now. and i had to refrain from making noise at frank whent in the direction of my abdomen.

Frank:
His body loosened and he had finally relaxed. I lifted my hand up and flicked the end of his member teasinlgy and that was it. I was gonna tease him stupid. I sat back up smiling. kkissed his cheek. And rolled over. whispering "that was fun." trying hard not to laugh